Ruination

you seek release from the pain
that you know not you suffer
its not death you deserve
its more pain

your closed your eyes too long
open them now stare into mine
my words fall on deaf ears
my fingers itch to talk

i'm right above you
you can feel my breath
feel the hatred coming
as my hands grip you

your neck in my cold grip
i begin my work a rush of blood
you can breathe no more

you battle you resist
struggle so weak so futile
you dont understand
you still dont see me do you?

your mouth speaks empty words
of fear and pleas for mercy
but i wont stop
i will meet the beast in you

you double with pain
and at last it awakens
it speaks to me
words of evil words of ego

i will slay the monster within
the one who took you away from me
at last your eyes open
he peeps from within

his anger rises reaches to strike
but he wont hurt me now
my soul is dead i dont live i exist

the battle ends its too late
he takes you with him
you breathe no more
the sruggle is over

i look back at my work
my heart of stone feels no joy
a smile is frozenon your lifeless face
you awoke just for a second

as the beast took you
i saw the one i loved
and then it was over
no longer mortal
the glory above awaits you
my deed is done i'm long gone
the fires of hades consume all that in me

Anger Management

The Cloud of Smoke Fills fast
My eyes burn red with fire
nostrils flare with angst
feel my chest collapse
wanna scream it out
shout loud your name
make a ball of fist
how dare u choke me now
curse the smile
damn the lies take my life
my head explodes
heart can take no more of this
i can love no more
can care no more
broken is my trust
failed the test
the days rotten
time forgotten
every single day
pulls closer to hell
for death i wish
not yours but mine
i can live no more
not with a heart so lifeless
a soul so dead

One Dark Night

A flash of lightning
A bolt of thunder
The room is ablaze
With the sight of colors

On the walls on the floor
There’s blood and gore
Smell the fear in the air
You’ve walked right into his lair

See the mirror in front of you
What do you see?
The beast you are
Or the angel you wish to be?

Release

Late one night she walked
in a street with no name
her days were damned and nights cursed
Insanity flowed in her viens

Neither happy nor sad
She was tired of her skin
sick of her thumping heart
Her mind craved for release
Depraved they called her
She spoke not the tongue of mortals
heard the voice of the fiend
But not this day not this hour

She was alone with her thoughts
Her mind soared
She saw what she sought
The path to salvation
The metal glinted in her hands
It felt warm to her cold skin

She closed her eyes
Her blood would purge the earth
But time froze and she blinked
In the haze she saw a color
a mortal would call the purest
it beckoned from the world above

She heard the voice
as calm as the metal she held
"Hear me well, hear me long
Your body is a gift
Not yours to disfigure
but mine to cherish
you seek release not from your body
but from the land you tread on

Wake up and cast aside your shell
Set your mind free from its prison
Fly away from this world of ruin
Make not haste do it now"

the night was dark again
but not her spirit
her body dropped to the cold floor
as she soared in the skies above

They found her lifeless form
on the street with no name
marvelled at her wasted beauty
the smile that was frozen forever

The sun rose and the grass grew
Her mind was unbound and free
She was alive more than she ever was
A life to live for, a death to die for